Cordelia ,'Beneath You'
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
I'm silly, Burrell. People are wonderful, and I appreciate it, but in some ways company makes it worse because I get so self-conscious. I don't even really like asking it of my regular ride, except he knows the drill cold and he's one of the few people whose hand I can usefully hold.
They were going to go to my neck or foot next if they hadn't got that last IV in. Ick.
I'm calm, no panic attack, but the pain (v bad) isn't resolving like it should. I fear the tolerance has been reached.
but in some ways company makes it worse because I get so self-conscious.
Fair enough, but the offer is there if you ever need it.
When your DH so kindly took me to the ER that one time so long ago i fought the morphine so hard I was yelling with the effort. Like he would care. Problem is, I did.
Speaking of drugs and, well, speaking, my current at home narcotic makes me funnier. In a brash and confrontational way. I had a newly-met guy so turned about at the wedding Sunday that he felt pressed to inform me I was both sexy and funny. I couldn't tell him it was all a lie. Besides, I really did want to beat him up for the sheer fun of it.
Okay pain abating. Just not fast enough. I wish they'd have given me the whole cocktail.
And I wish I'd had dinner.
Yeah DH wouldn't care, but that's not the point. Well I hope you get some relief and some rest.
I suspect I'm marvellously lucky to have the friends I do. But I refuse to give them back, even if I don't quite know how to appreciate them right.
he felt pressed to inform me I was both sexy and funny. I couldn't tell him it was all a lie.It's not a lie. You are both sexy and funny.
Besides, I really did want to beat him up for the sheer fun of it.But I believe this too.
I am a woman of facets. One of those is drug tolerance. Which is why you gotta give me the dosage in my file! I'm still here, and if I hadn't started a discussion with the doc we might not have worked out why my pain hadn't diminished significantly. 6, for future reference, != 2.
I'm going to sleepwalk through tomorrow. Shit.
ita, I hope that by the time you read my post, it's already tomorrow, after an as-restful-as-possible night.
Yeah, I'm looking at the time stamp and hoping ita made it home by now.
Had a very complicated dream where I was the accidental recipient of an Elder Wand-type device and would have to fight a Darth Vader-type in single combat. There was a combination ski resort/space port involved (the spaceships took off uphill using the slopes as a runway.)
I'd swear off anchovies on my pizza, except I don't eat them.
ETA: And I didn't eat any pizza.
I showered last night, went to bed shortly after 10 - my reward? sleeping through the alarm and being dead tired.
I am going to take an early stand and say today is on notice.