thank you, beth.
I have been sublimating my grief by cooking. I de-fatted the turkey stock I made yesterday and made a turkey noodle soup with about half of it; put up the other half in the freezer. Since we have already decimated our leftovers, I actually got a bit of turkey thigh meat at the market today. Also, egg noodles, carrot, celery, and onion. Turned out pretty good I think.
I also made mac & cheese from scratch with chorizo. That's in the oven now.
We'll have lots of leftovers for lunches, dinners on the fly, etc. this week.
Called some people and told them about Bob. OK, one person. I will do more tomorrow maybe. Talked to my mom again; we both ended up in tears.
I hate this.
Fuck you, cancer.