I hate to break it to you, oh impotent one, but you're not the big bad anymore, you're not even the kind of naughty.

Xander ,'Showtime'


Spike's Bitches 37: You take the killing for granted.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Emily - Sep 21, 2007 10:42:43 am PDT #6518 of 10001
"In the equation E = mc⬧, c⬧ is a pretty big honking number." - Scola

I take huge pride in my sheer strength of will, but am I being stupid by trying to finish this event...just because I can?

I don't know about stupid, but... you don't know what caused it, right? So it's a mysterious, chronic injury. Please don't take chances with it! It just sounds like the first twenty minutes of a Lifetime movie.


lisah - Sep 21, 2007 10:43:49 am PDT #6519 of 10001
Punishingly Intricate

bonny, have you talked to a doctor? What do they say?


beekaytee - Sep 21, 2007 10:44:39 am PDT #6520 of 10001
Compassionately intolerant

Thank you Suzi. You said just the right thing. In fact, there are tears running down my cheeks as I type this.


omnis_audis - Sep 21, 2007 10:44:42 am PDT #6521 of 10001
omnis, pursue. That's an order from a shy woman who can use M-16. - Shir

Bonny, I'd say, do what's best for the long term care of YOU. It's great to have these challenges, and to do the fund raising and what not. But if that means having a serious arthritic ankle for the rest of your life, is it worth it? If the prevailing sentiment is, heal yourself. Then give your body time to heal.

caveat. I did learn that the phrase "no pain, no gain" often came to mean, "you've gained life long pain", so I err on the side of caution.

Good luck with your decision! And a dash of ankle~ma to boot!


beekaytee - Sep 21, 2007 10:47:11 am PDT #6522 of 10001
Compassionately intolerant

So it's a mysterious, chronic injury.

It is. Is seems that I damaged a ligament or something at the bottom of my hamstring and that the swelling is just gravity drawing the fluid down.

The very freaky thing is that I have no pain, no bruising, no infection. Just the swelling...and not all that much of that. It swells enough that my shoe feels tighter, but that's all.

I've resisted seeing a medical doctor because my suspicion is that they'll take xrays say, yup, it's not broken and tell me to do exactly what I have been doing. rest, ice, compress, elevate.


omnis_audis - Sep 21, 2007 10:48:08 am PDT #6523 of 10001
omnis, pursue. That's an order from a shy woman who can use M-16. - Shir

if it's soft tissue damage, an MRI might be the best bet. Either way, you need the body to heal.


Vortex - Sep 21, 2007 10:48:21 am PDT #6524 of 10001
"Cry havoc and let slip the boobs of war!" -- Miracleman

I've never actually failed at a major goal like this.

I don't think that you've failed if you want to go forward but are physically unable to. You can't fail if you're not allowed to do it.


lisah - Sep 21, 2007 10:49:21 am PDT #6525 of 10001
Punishingly Intricate

I've resisted seeing a medical doctor because my suspicion is that they'll take xrays say, yup, it's not broken and tell me to do exactly what I have been doing. rest, ice, compress, elevate

Before you make any decision you should see a doctor!

When is the race anyway?


beekaytee - Sep 21, 2007 10:56:02 am PDT #6526 of 10001
Compassionately intolerant

28 October. 5 weeks away.


Laga - Sep 21, 2007 10:56:13 am PDT #6527 of 10001
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.

Hippo Birdies smonster!