And Mary, with her apple-cheeked smile of sheer glee, and that sudden shift to just sad and okay just stomp on my heart RIGHT NOW, Show.
Yes, this. "I want a family. I want to be safe." GOD. "The very worst thing is my children to be raised into this like I was."
I'll catch up next commercials.
I'm just where Dean is talking to Mary, but I can't ff through this. Not this scene.
Also, I LOVE the way Dean says Mary in this scene. Such reverence.
The first Manly Emo Tear of the season.
JA delivered that with such heart. The break in his voice, the tears, the utter intensity. "Please, Mom, be alive for us later." SHOW.
I am rewatching the Mary and Dean scene. Because I can.
"I'll run away if I have to, I just love John" Ouch.
JA's face when Mary says the worse thing she can think, may be the most pain I've seen.
Me too on the rewatch. Watching Mary tell Dean the worst thing she can think of, with Dean knowing her deal lead to exactly that and and and.
Oh Dean.
No, this won't end up happily Dean, because if Mary doesn't get out of bed that night, that leaves baby!Sammy unprotected. Either way, someone loses.
Dean's tears didn't bother me a bit there, Morgana. Perfectly justified, and very well done. Dean isn't a blubberer, no matter what.