Damn you, Bridget! Damn you to Hades! You broke my heart in a million pieces! You made me love you, and then you-- I SHAVED MY BEARD FOR YOU, DEVIL WOMAN!

Monty ,'Trash'


Spike's Bitches 36: Did I Sully Our Good Name?  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


askye - Jul 02, 2007 10:35:18 am PDT #5139 of 10001
Thrive to spite them

Thanks for all the advice! I'm actually on hold with my GP's office right now. I decided to call becuase otherwise I'll just put this off.

Yes, I'm taking medication. Seroquel and Lamictal. I know I can't take anti depressants (I was having severe depressive episodes until the Lamcital) because it triggers manic episode. Those are managed by my psychiatrist but he only sees me for that so I guess my GP is the best person.

I know that some of this could be part of the Bipolar disorder, which is why I've resisted even thinking that I have ADD. But I can hyperfocus like nobody's business and I have had problems concentrating and staying on task since I was very young.

Finally off hold and I have an appointment for the 25th!


Sparky1 - Jul 02, 2007 10:37:45 am PDT #5140 of 10001
Librarian Warlord

Good for you, askye.

DCistas, have any of you ever been to the Chesapeake Shakespeare productions among the ruins? Are they any good? [link]


Pix - Jul 02, 2007 10:39:32 am PDT #5141 of 10001
The status is NOT quo.

Not to make light of people with legitimate problems, but I don't see how you can say that the inability to focus on something uninteresting is abnormal. Plowing your way through it, hating every step, and having to pull attention back from much more interesting/pleasant things sounds pretty par for the course--at least remembering back to my college days.

Yes, of course it's normal to not want to focus on something boring, but...argh. I guess I can't explain it without putting you into my brain. It's not just things that I am bored by, and it's not as simple as having to pull my attention back.


brenda m - Jul 02, 2007 10:51:21 am PDT #5142 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

oooh .... do-it-yourself porn?

Isn't that called sex?


Vortex - Jul 02, 2007 10:58:36 am PDT #5143 of 10001
"Cry havoc and let slip the boobs of war!" -- Miracleman

quick question : "!=" means "does not equal" right?


tommyrot - Jul 02, 2007 10:59:12 am PDT #5144 of 10001
Sir, it's not an offence to let your cat eat your bacon. Okay? And we don't arrest cats, I'm very sorry.

Yes.


brenda m - Jul 02, 2007 10:59:21 am PDT #5145 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

In my made-up internet usage, yes.


askye - Jul 02, 2007 11:00:10 am PDT #5146 of 10001
Thrive to spite them

Kristin, I've been sort of wary that my problems are just bipolar related which is why I haven't presued the ADD course before. But I'm starting to realize how out to sea I am when it comes to attention and organization. It's causing problems with work and my ability to enjoy life.

And if it turns out that I don't, maybe I can still find someone who can help me learn to organize and control my life.


Pix - Jul 02, 2007 11:02:58 am PDT #5147 of 10001
The status is NOT quo.

Sounds like a plan, askye! In that case, definitely check out the Hallowell book. I found it life-changing.


Polter-Cow - Jul 02, 2007 11:18:48 am PDT #5148 of 10001
What else besides ramen can you scoop? YOU CAN SCOOP THIS WORLD FROM DARKNESS!

In my made-up internet usage, yes.

Also, in C++.