I'm supposed to deliver you to the Master now. There's this whole deal where I get to be immortal. Are you cool with that?

Xander ,'Lessons'


Spike's Bitches 33: Weeping, crawling, blaming everybody else  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


DavidS - Jan 02, 2007 7:35:00 pm PST #8530 of 10004
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."

By the way, for all of you crack mat people, can there be pictures?

Yay?


Lee - Jan 02, 2007 7:35:43 pm PST #8531 of 10004
The feeling you get when your brain finally lets your heart get in its pants.

Pffft


aurelia - Jan 02, 2007 7:37:31 pm PST #8532 of 10004
All sorrows can be borne if you put them into a story. Tell me a story.

So cc all pics to Hec?


DavidS - Jan 02, 2007 7:37:32 pm PST #8533 of 10004
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."

Talked to EM tonight. Nothing new has happened but she's a total wreck.

I realized that she's basically like somebody who has post-traumatic stress disorder. Really the worst thing that happened is that her ex broke her window when she wasn't home. But it's like somebody stepped on the accelerator for her adrenal glands and it's stuck now. It's been a couple months of her being at a high peak of stress.

She's burning through calories and losing weight every week. She keeps saying, "I'm just so tired." She can't focus. Can't remember things. Doesn't feel safe in her own home (she's planning to move by the end of February). It sucks.


Pix - Jan 02, 2007 7:39:02 pm PST #8534 of 10004
We're all getting played with, babe. -Weird Barbie

That does sound like PTSD, David. Is she getting therapy? It seems like it might be necessary if not.


DavidS - Jan 02, 2007 7:40:15 pm PST #8535 of 10004
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."

That does sound like PTSD, David. Is she getting therapy? It seems like it might be necessary if not.

She's seeing a therapist, but I told her to talk about PTSD specifically. I'll have to call her and remind her tomorrow because she literally can't remember things we talk about the previous day. She's incapable of really taking any information in right now.


aurelia - Jan 02, 2007 7:43:24 pm PST #8536 of 10004
All sorrows can be borne if you put them into a story. Tell me a story.

That does sound like PTSD, David. Is she getting therapy? It seems like it might be necessary if not.

This. And something like tai chi or yoga might be good. Something to focus and calm the mind for a bit.


Cass - Jan 02, 2007 7:45:59 pm PST #8537 of 10004
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

So cc all pics to Hec?
Oh, absolutely!


ChiKat - Jan 02, 2007 7:55:25 pm PST #8538 of 10004
That man was going to shank me. Over an omelette. Two eggs and a slice of government cheese. Is that what my life is worth?

Hey, all! I'm a wee bit tipsy tonight. Today was my Official Last Day as a full time employee. They bought donuts for the whole office in my honor, took me out to lunch and took me out for drinks after work. Then, one of my collegues took me out for a really nice dinner after drinks. I'm seriously gonna miss a lot of those people.

After reading this thread, I want that pink fur purse that Jilli linked to (OMG so cute!) and a crack mat for my cat. That last one is really for my own amusement.

Dear me. I start student teaching on MONDAY!!! What if they hate me? What if I suck? Dear me.


amych - Jan 02, 2007 7:56:26 pm PST #8539 of 10004
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?

What if they hate me?

Not. Gonna. Happen. You're you, after all!