Ok, I just woke up from a weird dream in which I was spending a weekend attending a series of family picnics with Sunil. First I was helping other women, some of whom were blonde, with the cooking. Then I was sitting outside reading Bitches on my laptop and thinking, "Gee I shouldn't spend too long on here, or they will think I'm not interested in people, the way they think of Sunil. Wait, maybe I should stay online for awhile because they seem to like me, and it might show them it's ok for Sunil to be online as much as he likes." Then I was wrangling cats. For some reason I had brought two of my cats with me for the weekend - not Sammie and Harvey, but Pachisi, who died before Harvey was born, and Suzie, who was with me when I was a kid. In the dream, Pachisi had been with me all the time, and Suzie I had just found when I was driving past someplace I used to live on the way to the picnic. As the cats were just now meeting for the first time, there was some tension between them, and they kept trying to get away from each other. I kept trying to keep them together because I was so happy to have Suzie back after I thought she had been lost for so long. But eventually I had to take them home on separate trips.
I wonder why I thought people would think I was weird for using my laptop while at a picnic, but I didn't worry what they thought when I was making such a fuss over the cats.