I get confused. I remember everything. I remember too much, and... some of it's made up, and... some of it can't be quantified, and... there's secrets.

River ,'Safe'


Spike's Bitches 31: We're Motivated Go-getters.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Lee - Aug 20, 2006 3:12:26 pm PDT #9462 of 10001
The feeling you get when your brain finally lets your heart get in its pants.

Lee gave us Pooh based fun stuff, and of course, organized everything with JZ's friend Lisa and Suzi. Many many thanks to them.

That was from the people listed as well.


Polter-Cow - Aug 20, 2006 3:16:22 pm PDT #9463 of 10001
What else besides ramen can you scoop? YOU CAN SCOOP THIS WORLD FROM DARKNESS!

P-Cow took a bunch of pictures which he'll be sending to me.

There are 44 pictures on their way to you right now. ETA is 18 minutes, 35 seconds, according to YSI. I would say about a fourth of them are really nice. Okay, maybe a fifth.


meara - Aug 20, 2006 3:22:09 pm PDT #9464 of 10001

Howdy, buffistas!

I went to the Indiana State Fair yesterday. It was fun, but I ate and ate and ate wayyyy too much bad stuff (all of this was split with my friend Farrah though): corn dog, ear of corn, apple cider slushie, duck bratwurst, cup of milk, deep fried chocolate covered strawberries (with whipped cream), an elephant ear, another ear of corn, another cup of milk, and then the kicker: deep fried battered hohos on a stick.

Then we went to the movies to see Snakes on a Plane and had soda and popcorn.

Then we stopped at Steak n Shake for shakes.

Is it any wonder I've felt like puking all day?

Also, my computer HATES me. Right now it's refusing to believe I have an AirPort card. Which...I've had it for two and a half years. WTF?


§ ita § - Aug 20, 2006 3:34:55 pm PDT #9465 of 10001
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.

Hec, send me your address. I can't find where I last put it. I need to send sprog stuff.

I did have fun kicking people. I went in to fight external licensees taking their blue belt test. Always fun, because they're tired from a day of having their asses whupped, and you're relatively fresh.

My auras are very simple. I get a line of white on the very outside edge of my vision, and a ball of white light runs up and down that. It's just like what happened after I lightly detached a retina a gazillion years ago, so I thought that was what happened despite not having been hit in the eye.

I soon tied it to migraines instead, but I've been having migraines for almost thirty years now, and the auras just showed up a few months ago.

You guys with the occlusion of vision--egads. I'm so glad (knocking wood) that mine produces not much more than stimulus to whip my head around to catch the flicker--if I haven't realised what it is yet.


Ouise - Aug 20, 2006 3:57:35 pm PDT #9466 of 10001
Socks are a running theme throughout the series. They are used as symbols of freedom, redemption and love.

My mother used to go blind from her migraines. Then she found that she could stave off a migraine as it was starting by laughing. Unfortunately, getting a migraine isn't very funny. I have many memories of being out somewhere with her and my younger siblings and having her grab my wrist and demand "Tell me a joke! Say something funny!"

As you might guess, "say something funny right now or your mother will go blind" has a tendency to make you freeze right up. Funny songs were our salvation, since they could be re-used more often than jokes for some reason.

Eventually she figured out how to get the same effect on her own, without any laughing out loud or group sing-a-longs of "If I had a million dollars". I won't say that I miss it, but I enjoy the memories of people's reactions.


sj - Aug 20, 2006 3:59:41 pm PDT #9467 of 10001
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

I'm glad the shower went well. How is JZ feeling? Is there any indication that she is going to be given a reprieve from bedrest soon?


vw bug - Aug 20, 2006 4:09:19 pm PDT #9468 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

Ugh. DSL has completely died. Thank goodness for being able to steal wireless from the neighbors.

We're having lots of thunder, lightening and rain here right now, which is totally freaking Toto out. Guess I'm not going to bed right now, as I won't sleep with him shaking and whining in fear. Poor guy. I used to read up on what I could do about his fear, but everything said he'd grow out of it. Eight years...I don't think he's gonna grow out of it.


Cass - Aug 20, 2006 4:11:27 pm PDT #9469 of 10001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

As you might guess, "say something funny right now or your mother will go blind" has a tendency to make you freeze right up.
And yet? Reading about it made me laugh.


sj - Aug 20, 2006 4:16:24 pm PDT #9470 of 10001
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

The storm only lasted a little while here, vw. I hope it passes for you quickly as well.


JZ - Aug 20, 2006 4:20:09 pm PDT #9471 of 10001
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.

JZ is feeling fine, though tired. Also full of Buffista love, because you are really such deeply good and loving people. When the car seat arrives, I'm going to Sharpie everyone's names on the back or one side, so I can remember all the loving hands from all over the continent holding the Halloweenie and keeping her safe.

Bedrest is all up in the air. The last time I saw the OB, I was feeling fine and the Halloweenie was obviously alert and bouncy and un-traumatized by recent events, and the OB said at first that I'd be on bedrest until my next appt. in two weeks, and then at the end of the visit said, "Ah, let's make it three. Come back at the end of August."

So who knows? She may set me free into the world again on August 30, or she may capriciously say, "Oh, you've been down for three weeks, what's another two months?" And then laugh with malign glee, rubbing her hands together and sneering at the one-legged monkey perched on her shoulder.

Blergh. Really, really don't want to eat up all my sick leave and FMLA disability before I have an actual outside-my-body 3D baby.