This all helped me understand that I'm way to bitter and uncomfortable in my own skin to take on a relationship deeper than the one I have with gay porn.
...I think maybe Allyson is me. At least in this respect.
WRT the flirting thing - I know that I can flirt, because I occasionally do, in a cheerfully reckless, means-nothing, unpremeditated kind of way. But pretty much inevitably I find myself thinking "...crap, what did I do? Now he/she LIKES me!
RUN AWAY! RUN AWAY!"
And promptly become distant, either literally or figuratively. But when I
do
fancy someone, and have had time to think 'crap, I fancy you!', my automatic response is to become Platonic Girl, in a sort of fuckedup premptive strike of YouCan'tBreakMyHeartByNotFancyingMe,BecauseLookHowTotallyBlaseIAmAboutAllThis-ness.
...yeah. Not so much surprising that I'm painfully single, really, between one thing and another.
sighs.
yeah, I got propositioned a lot for NSA sex. I'm female. I have all my teeth. My hygeine is pretty good. I can get NSA sex with unattractive slobs 3 times a day.
And...
it took the second cup of coffee to parse NSA as something other than
National Security Administration.
Well, with the other day's Homeland Security underage sex troll, it seems appropriate...
Wahey! Online dating for geeks at Trek Passions!
All your geeks are belong to me!
Oh yay, Tivo just added a "recently deleted" folder, for those of us whose fingers move faster than our brains.
In a good mood this am, for no reason I can think of. What am I going to wear? My one pair of jeans is in the laundry all crumpled up and shit, the others don't fit, and the other fitting pair I threw out last weekend during my cleaning fit. Jeans days are supposed to be easier, dammit.
is it just me that thinks that you put that in a profile and you've just told the dating community that if they're at all inclined that way, past history suggests your head can be successfully messed with?
No, not to me. It suggests that you don't like that stuff. Whether it's been successful or just plain irritating doesn't come through to me.
Megan, I'm so sorry to read about your m-i-l. Strength and peace to all of you.
SO I got a full refund for my broken ebay purchase without having to return it, AWESOME. Now I can try fixing it and have it for free.
I watched the OC during commercial breaks from Supernatural. I am REALLY enjoying Supernatural and it looks like the last six episodes are going to be all arcy.
So, did Seth
ever tell Summer that he didn't get into Brown?
Did he
apply anywhere else?
Did Julie
find the California admittance letter that
Marissa
threw away
?
Gronk!
I don't get it - I've had better sleep this week than I can remember having in a long time, but I'm feeling more drag-ass at work than I have in almost as long. I better be as sleepy tomorrow morning when I can roll over go back to bed for as long as I want or I am going to be a serious cranky creature.
