I hate that plunge in my stomach when I find out someone I've just grown to love was already dead before I heard of them.
our rats are low
oh ffs, suicide?! Damn I wished I'd finished Infinite Jest before I found this out (I know, fat chance. With the book on my radar now there's no way). Now I'm going in to this with the same attitude that made me hate Confederacy of Dunces. I think I have to switch to Julie & Julia for a while. Shit, now I'm crying. bastard.
Dear Laga: Stay away from Hemingway and Sylvia Plath.
I haven't cracked Plath outside of school but I devoured Hemingway. I was never angry at him because he had a terminal illness and I think he had the right to choose his passing.
Is depression a terminal illness?
I wished I finished Infinite Jest when I started it, years ago. I tried to read it again a couple of years ago but I found the whole thing coloured by Wallace's suicide.
I'm going to see a staged reading of something from Pale King next week in San Francisco. As the only bit of DFW I've read is "Consider the Lobster", I expect to be completely out of my depth.
I wished I finished Infinite Jest when I started it, years ago.
If you want to try picking it up again, I'll probably be ready in a few days.
I brought
Infinite Jest
Along with me in 1997 on my trip to New Zealand, for the long plane ride. I ended up hauling the huge book with me the whole time. I can’t claim I understood all of it, and I skimmed a couple of really difficult chapters, but I finished it, and I really enjoyed it, and was mostly in awe of the writing.
I have to pop in to say that I'm reading
Dracula
and the
Twilight
series at the same time, a state which is pretty baffling to my little brane. Hee.
Maybe Dracula will eat Bella.