I don't know how the Cincinnati library system trumps Amazon!

If it makes you feel any better, I'm not going to pick it up until tomorrow, and I (probably) won't start reading it until Sunday.

Finally! Mockingjay is "in processing" at the library, but only 15 copies so far.

Steph, I ... am really on the fence about Mockingjay. I agree that it's not really YA. I mean, there's dark and then there's Boggs' death, and Finnick's, after just getting married, and then PRIM right in front of Katniss.

As for the love triangle, I'm not sold on the resolution. I think it removed the choice from Katniss, so she never really had to make the decision, without actually casting tainting Gale entirely.

I also wasn't exactly thrilled about the assassination of Coin, because it wasn't really explained: either why she did it or what she thought about it later. She spent more time feeling bad about killing that unnamed woman in the apartment in the Capitol than she did about taking an action that might well have ended in another civil war.

I also think Peeta's recovery was too easy. I mean, she says it's not, but for all the vaunted Capitol technology, he comes around to loving her again pretty damned quickly and easily all things told. Sure, he killed Mitchell, but not really on purpose, and Mitchell was just one of many spear-carriers.

I have to say, it felt... sloppy. And the world-building, lordie, I could just spit. Where exactly were all the resources for District 13's fabulous underground lair? And uniforms, weapons, food? How and why would the Capitol leave boobytraps all over their city, full of living creatures ready to kill anyone nearby? How is that either possible or sane? None of it made any sense at all.

Katniss spent the novel claiming she was doing things and yet most of the time was just reacting to things, and in the end, didn't even accomplish the one thing she set out to do, kill Snow.

I ended up having no idea what the point of all that was. Pretty disappointing.

Oooh, got my shipping notification for Blameless!

I was up unti 3:30 AM finishing The Hunger Games, which I could not put down. I agree with Teppy about the flaws of the books, but the book's quick pace and the cliffhangers that seem to end every chapter keeps me reading. Now, on to the next two books.

Just finished Mockingjay last night. Damn, Steph, you weren't kidding about the darkity darkness.

You know, after reading the first book, I was actually impressed with Collins' worldbuilding. I felt like she had really put a lot of thought into the implications, especially psychological, of the conditions she had created and the world she'd imagined. But now I'm a lot less sure about that. I feel like the story got away from her in the end -- that the smaller subject of the Hunger Games was more compelling and easier to convey than the larger subject of the rebellion and subsequent restructuring of the government and the lives of everyone in Panem. I don't necessarily think all books need to have a moral message or a point, exactly, but I did find myself at the end of the book wondering what I was supposed to take away from the story.

Also, all that talk about needing to keep people alive to perpetuate the human race seemed odd to me. Is Panem the only country on Earth now? Have all the other people all over the world died out? How? Why? I guess I thought we might get a little more backstory on how things got to this point, but now I'm more confused than ever about Panem's creation and position in the world.

I could probably go into a long litany now of things that bugged me about the book, but I did genuinely enjoy it while I was reading it. It's only now that it's over and I know how the story turned out -- and all those characters I cared about are either dead or incredibly psychologically scarred -- that I'm getting cranky about it. But, to give credit where it's due, Collins did do a great job of keeping me on my toes. I truly didn't know where the story might go for much of the book, who to trust, who to root for, who Katniss might choose in the end (though I think you're right, Suela, that in the end the choice was almost made for her, which was disappointing but did feel realistic).

Lots more to say about this one -- hurry up and finish it, everyone!

Oooh, got my shipping notification for Blameless!

Really? Time for me to go poke amazon.com with a stick, too, then.

They are reprinting the Bonnie books!

I still have my old paperbacks from when I was a kid.

Okay, my thoughts on Mockingjay, other than saying it's darkity dark:

I didn't read it in one setting; I read the first 60 or so pages at my first go, and was left thinking that (1) it was slooooow, and (2) that "oh, this is a Buffy/Frodo/Sam Beckett/choose your own unwilling hero scenario!" She doesn't want to be the Mockingjay, but kind of has to.

And I stand by that comparison (actually, I think that the end of Mockingjay is a lot like the end of RotK, in terms of the characters being home [District 12/the Shire] and being, basically, in shellshock after all the events of the story). But what I found so darkity dark about Mockingjay is that there is really no moment whatsoever where Katniss has any kind of triumph, however small. Even if it were a experiencing a feeling of joy or happiness at Finnick and Annie getting married [and don't get me started on Finnick getting killed -- god DAMN, couldn't *anyone* be spared?!?], that would have been a kind of emotional lifting above the unrelenting grinding horror Katniss was in.

The vengeful bitch goddess in me is PISSED that Katniss even got cheated out of killing President Snow. I get why she killed Coin, but there was no triumph for her in doing that. None.

And killing Prim? Seriously?!? Was that meant to indicate that Katniss' decision to take Prim's place in the first book was futile? Since ultimately Prim got killed anyway? And then I think, well, of course it wasn't. Because if Prim had gone to the Games in book 1, and been killed, there would have been no rebellion. But then I ask, was the rebellion "good"? And I think it WAS, on a grand scale, which is the way of such things. Just very costly. Which, again, is the way of such things.

Still, it felt to me that killing Prim was a step too much. That maybe Collins really did want to take all hope away from Katniss, but why do that to your protagonist? What message, exactly, are you trying to convey? (Other than WAR IS BAD? Because, yeah, we get that.) Life is pain, princess, and anyone who tells you otherwise is selling something? I mean, DAMN. That's where the darkity dark got too much for me.

On the Peeta vs. Gale thing: I admit that Collins really effectively made me change my mind on who I thought Katniss should be with. I was all in favor of Peeta, and was naive enough to not expect him to come back from the Capitol all brainwashed. And I figured after that, no matter how effectively Katniss *thought* he was deprogrammed, I would *never* trust him with her again. In fact, I was kind of expecting the ending to be him snapping her neck. Seriously. Of course, once Gale was all KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL, I was pretty much over that, too.

I stand by my first response:

Mockingjay left me really depressed. I didn't hate it though.

But I'll add a bit more to that.

I really didn't like how much time Katniss spent sedated and hiding in closets. She was a completely different person in this book, and I didn't really like this person. I felt sorry for her whereas in the previous two books, I loved her. I admired her courage and strength in those books.

I hated that the entire last mission, where so many people got killed, resulted in absolutely nothing.