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Spike's Bitches 29: That sure as hell wasn't in the brochure.

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Cass - Apr 17, 2006 4:02:15 pm PDT #9746 of 10001

Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

Just, you know, if you wanted to friend me.

Done! Cause I wanted to.

I just wig a little with the whole public posting on something like lj. Certainly posting here is totally public but LJ just feels to me very searchable and it is easy to jump from journal to journal. So I friendslock. But I definitely want Bitches and 'fistas in general to be on that list.

brenda m - Apr 17, 2006 4:10:57 pm PDT #9747 of 10001

If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

I think the issue is that here any random person could be reading, but on lj, if someone finds my journal and is reading without my knowledge, it's more likely to be someone I know.

Cass - Apr 17, 2006 4:19:58 pm PDT #9748 of 10001

Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

if someone finds my journal and is reading without my knowledge, it's more likely to be someone I know.

And, for me, it's way more likely to be someone I don't want reading my LJ.

Unless it is the lurkers supporting me in email. Cause they're the real fans.

SuziQ - Apr 17, 2006 4:33:00 pm PDT #9749 of 10001

Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame

I flock most of the posts regarding my family. And my general whining. Something that is just basic, such as baseball-mania, I leave open.

eta - thanks Cass.

JZ - Apr 17, 2006 4:36:35 pm PDT #9750 of 10001

See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.

Got back from Las Vegas a bit ago... now showered, fed, semi-unpacked, semi-caught up here, and utterly dead exhausted. So peculiar -- 24 hours ago Hec and I were dressing for a night of chichi birthday dining and Avenue Q with ND and Kristin.

I think he's marginally more awake than me, so he can give a full report. Plus, he was taking notes all weekend.

Cass - Apr 17, 2006 4:50:43 pm PDT #9751 of 10001

Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

Caller ID is an unreliable narrator. My brother just called me to scream at me from the neicelet's cell phone instead of his own cell or their house line.

I picked it up because she is supposed to already be back in Vermont and not have her phone. My fear? That, instead of changing planes, she'd left the airport in Chicago like she was planning and needed help.

He yelled for about five minutes and then hung up on me. I am guessing he's calling my stepmom now and we get to have another huge family drama.

I am also guessing that he's going to block my mail from her. If he does that, I am going to get really fucking honest with him. I know a lot of his sins.

Cass - Apr 17, 2006 4:56:18 pm PDT #9752 of 10001

Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

Where can I hide my phone so that I don't call him back and make this even worse? I already took the battery out but I am just looking at it and tempted.

And can I be trusted to stay online and not do it in email instead?

I could literally destroy my entire family with a phone call or email. In a way that would never be forgiven by any of us.

SuziQ - Apr 17, 2006 5:04:10 pm PDT #9753 of 10001

Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame

But would that REALLY help the niecelet. That should be your test when you are tempted.

Laura - Apr 17, 2006 5:08:29 pm PDT #9754 of 10001

Our wings are not tired.

The best for the niecelet is to wait for a less emotional time to let him have it. I'm so sorry Cass.

ChiKat - Apr 17, 2006 5:09:00 pm PDT #9755 of 10001

That man was going to shank me. Over an omelette. Two eggs and a slice of government cheese. Is that what my life is worth?

Oh, Cass... I am so sorry. What in the world does he have to yell at you about? For being there for his daughter?

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