I think I'm gonna go away for a while. I'm a mess, and I don't want to inflict that on anyone anymore.
Murk: But you're a God! The Sacred Glorificus! Glory: I'm a God in exile. Far from the Hellfires of Home and sharing my body with an enemy that stabs my boys in their fleshy little stomachs!
'Dirty Girls'
Spike's Bitches 29: That sure as hell wasn't in the brochure.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
vw bug - Mar 16, 2006 5:59:35 am PST #3777 of 10001
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Ginger - Mar 16, 2006 6:11:56 am PST #3778 of 10001
"It didn't taste good. It tasted soooo horrible. It tasted like....a vodka martini." - Matilda
We don't care if you're a mess, vw. Surely you know that. All of us are messes at some point.
-t - Mar 16, 2006 6:15:37 am PST #3779 of 10001
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
{{vw}} You can be a mess here without it being inflict-y. Take care of yourself.
Awesome gift, Nicole.
I'm off to a career fair. Looking for a job is so much harder when you just don't really want to work at all.
vw bug - Mar 16, 2006 6:41:27 am PST #3780 of 10001
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I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make people nervous. I was really confused there for a bit. I won't go away.
I think I had another seizure. I'm on the phone with the nurse at the Epilepsy Clinic right now (actually, I'm on hold while she talks to the doctor).
P.M. Marc - Mar 16, 2006 6:45:39 am PST #3781 of 10001
So come, my friends, be not afraid/We are so lightly here/It is in love that we are made; In love we disappear
Oh, VW, I hope this is something they can figure out and stop. Quickly, and without side effects.
Because if anyone deserves to have something go medically right for a change, it's you.
vw bug - Mar 16, 2006 6:55:31 am PST #3782 of 10001
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Ok. The nurse talked to the doctor (not my doctor, 'cause he's not available). I'm supposed to increase my dosage of dilantin tonight and really relax today. She told me to go take a nap, so I'm gonna do that after my therapist calls. I took some seroquel to help me calm down and be able to sleep.
I'm scared, though, 'cause I'm not really sure this is gonna fix it. I had 1,000mg through IV on Monday. I would have thought that should have kicked in by now. But, I'm glad I don't have to go to the ER.
I think I might page my psychopharm, though, so he can hurry up the talks about switching my medication, in case that's the problem.
vw bug - Mar 16, 2006 6:59:23 am PST #3783 of 10001
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Also, I'm hungry and have no clean dishes and no energy to wash them. Have I mentioned lately that I kind of hate my life?
-t - Mar 16, 2006 7:04:52 am PST #3784 of 10001
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
Poor bug. Can you have a sandwich or a piece of fruit or something that doesn't really require a plate? Eat something right out of the can, perhaps?
I kind of hate my life, too, right now, though I don't have good reason to. Just none of my clothes fit and I look like ass. That's what I get for having mirrors.
vw bug - Mar 16, 2006 7:05:28 am PST #3785 of 10001
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Ooooo...a sandwhich. That's a good idea. I love you guys.
Sparky1 - Mar 16, 2006 7:06:04 am PST #3786 of 10001
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vw, I think you're justified in being hate-ish with your life right now, it's not treating you right I really hope you and the docs get the balance back soon. {{vw}}
My DH did not quit outright yesterday, but he's still trying to work out a way to take the work he does for one client and just do that part-time rather than working for the non-profit where he is now.