the debt will outlive me by decades
Not having kids, the thought of creditors fruitlessly howling at my funeral gives me twisted joy. You can have my money when you pry it from my cold, dead fingers.
You're not gonna jokey-rhyme your way out of this one.
Willow ,'Sleeper'
Natter 41: Why Do I Click on ita's Links?!
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
Connie Neil - Dec 12, 2005 3:55:20 pm PST #1460 of 10002
brillig
amych - Dec 12, 2005 4:01:40 pm PST #1461 of 10002
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?
JZ, love, all my sympathies -- and know that it does (painfully slowly and sometimes almost imperceptibly, but really truly does) get better as you keep chipping away at it. Money worries? Biggest suck I know. But you'll make it.
JZ - Dec 12, 2005 4:02:17 pm PST #1462 of 10002
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.
Not having kids, the thought of creditors fruitlessly howling at my funeral gives me twisted joy.
Lucky. (Step-)Having one and hoping for another, that thought fills me with suffocating dread.
Also, I'm so tired of having this exact same flip-out every single month. This month, I fucked myself over by buying two pairs of shoes, three sweaters and some new tights, practically the first new stuff since the wedding 19 months ago. I feel so gigantically incompetent, that I'm living so close to the edge that three sweaters puts me over a barrel, and so guilty about possibly fucking up Hec and Emmett too.
At least I have their Christmas presents already, paid for free and clear and with real money, not credit, so there's that.
aurelia - Dec 12, 2005 4:04:23 pm PST #1463 of 10002
All sorrows can be borne if you put them into a story. Tell me a story.
I'm still waiting for a design fee I should've received Nov 18.
§ ita § - Dec 12, 2005 4:04:33 pm PST #1464 of 10002
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
You'll also need to outlive the hubby, won't you, Connie?
Scrappy - Dec 12, 2005 4:10:35 pm PST #1465 of 10002
Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.
JZ--I am so there with you. We are chipping away at our debt bit by bit, but lots of stuff I used to do--go out to dinner, buy anything but drugstore cosmetics, go on vacations not to family, is pretty much out of the question. You WILL get out of it, but I know the monthly struggle just wears a person down.
msbelle - Dec 12, 2005 4:20:09 pm PST #1466 of 10002
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb
Has it been announced that the JESSE episode of Isaac is on THIS THURSDAY?!?!?!
JZ, that sucks.
sarameg - Dec 12, 2005 4:22:08 pm PST #1467 of 10002
Oooh, who is going to post pictures?
msbelle, in case you didn't see earlier, I got mail. And it smells lovely. Thank you. The pumpkin is the identical scent to some candles I got as a gift 3 years ago and adored and then couldn't find anywhere (so I kept remelting dregs.) YAY!
msbelle - Dec 12, 2005 4:23:11 pm PST #1468 of 10002
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb
you're welcome. enjoy.
§ ita § - Dec 12, 2005 4:24:42 pm PST #1469 of 10002
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
JZ, I'm so sorry. I'm wishing you the straightest and shortest line out of that situation.
I am not allowed any more triptans today. That sucks, not least of all because I had to postpone dinner with a Mtl friend until tomorrow. At which point I totally can't be having a migraine. Not allowed.
I bought white peppercorns at the store today. In the cold light of my kitchen I have no freaking idea why I did that.