he and his wife are pretty exclusively decaf these days.

I don't think we have any decaf. At the moment, it's just the one whole bean, full caff, roast. We are hoping to expand, but it will be a while.

Yeah, Ellie's better. She's actually doing great. She would sleep but she wants to nurse to sleep and I'm trying to get away from that.

he and his wife are pretty exclusively decaf these days.

Umm, I might be wrong. Joe says we had some green bean decaf. He'd be happy to roast it for you in the next few days. If you decide you want some, e me at my profile addy and we will roast to order (provided he locates the decaf beans).

How old is she, Stephanie? And why is it that you want to get away from nursing to sleep? Is it hard on your body? Because if not, I'd recommend letting her find her own way out of that one. As Franny got older, she needed songs & books to fall asleep, not just nursing. And then it was easy to substitute those instead of.

Empress, you and Maria are twins?!?

Nope, my sister. And KristinT!!

Burrell, I was reading Natter this morning, with my heart in my throat. I can't imagine how you felt going through all that with the Tylenol scare. I'm so glad Franny is okay. Were you ever able to figure out if Isaac got any, at all?

juliana, I'm so sorry you're going through all this. I'm sending Z some psychic kicks in the ass, purely for medicinal purposes.

If you decide you want some, e me at my profile addy and we will roast to order (provided he locates the decaf beans).

insent!

And juliana, lots of hugs and hairpats, with glitter and extra chocolate. I wish you much strength and peace.

Holy crap, brenda. You need some alcohol. And ice cream.

Well, I'm planning for at least one of those, and soon. I'll let you guess which one.

And the hair is excellent, danke. Really quite short, but v. nice. My friend C who gave me the picture that he used as a guide was quite chuffed at what a good turn she gave me. I will attempt pictures in the near future.

And, I got a recommendation from my boss for a new hair guy, and I think I've finally found one here that I'm inclined to stick with. So that's a huge plus.

How old is she, Stephanie? And why is it that you want to get away from nursing to sleep? Is it hard on your body?

She just turned 6 months. I actually like nursing her to sleep. I'm not sure why but I feel like I'm really susceptible to feeling like I'm indulging her too much. (Maybe because *I* like it, it seems questionable? I don't know if that even makes sense.)

She's been nursing a lot lately, like every two hours at night. I think she's been growing a lot. But my nipple is fairly sore (and she only nurses on one side so it does all the work). On top of that, Joe and I went to that Ball last week. Ellie cried for an hour with babysitter before she fell asleep. She was expecting to be gently lulled into sleep with mommy and it didn't happen because I wasn't there. I feel like my enjoyment of nursing her is causing her to be unhappiness when she's not with me (which isn't often).

eta: juliana, you have been on my mind so much lately. I'm wishing a quick transition for you.

Again, thank you all. Z's not demanding that I make him feel better (so the cluesmacks aren't necessary for that), I'm just the dumbass who keeps trying. But thank you for letting me wallow a bit.

For those following along at home, that's one (possibly two) dead and at least four hospitalized. I should be getting hazard pay.

It's been like that at the holidays for the last three years here (overall, four moms, three brothers, and a few more distant relatives have passed away at the holidays, and we don't have that big an office). I'm starting to think we're cursed and to fear for my family at this time of year. Stay safe ~ma!

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{juliana}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} You'll be in SF soon, and everything will be better. For now, have some hot chocolate with both itty-bitty cute marshmallows and big fluffy melty ones. And ice cream.