Death is your art. You make it with your hands day after day. That final gasp, that look of peace. And part of you is desperate to know: What's it like? Where does it lead you? And now you see, that's the secret. Not the punch you didn't throw or the kicks you didn't land. She really wanted it. Every Slayer has a death wish. Even you.

Spike ,'Conversations with Dead People'


Spike's Bitches 27: I'm Embarrassed for Our Kind.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


brenda m - Oct 27, 2005 4:24:12 pm PDT #1085 of 10003
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

Oh, Aims.

And there you see the flaw in trying to protect people by withholding. You shouldn't have to get hit with both those things at once. I'm so sorry.


SailAweigh - Oct 27, 2005 4:24:27 pm PDT #1086 of 10003
Nana korobi, ya oki. (Fall down seven times, stand up eight.) ~Yuzuru Hanyu/Japanese proverb

{{Aimee}} That's all so sad. I'm sorry.


Susan W. - Oct 27, 2005 4:25:51 pm PDT #1087 of 10003
Good Trouble and Righteous Fights

{{{Aimee}}}

I'm so sorry.


Aims - Oct 27, 2005 4:26:19 pm PDT #1088 of 10003
Shit's all sorts of different now.

In all fairness, they didn't learn the gravity untila couple of hours before they called me. My grandmother hasn't been told yet. They knew she's stay at the hospital for the rest of whatever, but she was up all night last night and they wanted her to sleep.

I want my mommy and I want to go home.


sj - Oct 27, 2005 4:32:23 pm PDT #1089 of 10003
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

{{{Aimee}}} I am so very sorry.


Anne W. - Oct 27, 2005 4:33:07 pm PDT #1090 of 10003
The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.

{{{Aimee}}}


libkitty - Oct 27, 2005 4:33:23 pm PDT #1091 of 10003
Embrace the idea that we are the leaders we've been looking for. Grace Lee Boggs

I'm so sorry Aimee. That sucks.

Hugs beyond punctuation.


Ginger - Oct 27, 2005 4:33:59 pm PDT #1092 of 10003
"It didn't taste good. It tasted soooo horrible. It tasted like....a vodka martini." - Matilda

I'm so sorry, Aimee. Strength to you and your family.


Jen - Oct 27, 2005 4:42:57 pm PDT #1093 of 10003
love's a dream you enter though I shake and shake and shake you

{{{{Aimee}}}

So many good thoughts headed the way of you and your family right now.


Aims - Oct 27, 2005 4:44:19 pm PDT #1094 of 10003
Shit's all sorts of different now.

Thanks, guys. I....

I don't know.

I've never had anyone really close die.

And Anya keeps making me cry in my head.