{{{Anne}}} I had such high hopes for that one position...Damn. This has just been too much.

UNIVERSE! I'm putting you on notice. AGAIN! Stop messing with my Bitches.

ION, I'm at work. I told my boss I would come in today, since I didn't make it in yesterday (it would have been extra hours...I wasn't scheduled, but he'd asked me if I could). He has a special project he wanted me to do. But, he's not here. Kind of hard for me to do it if he's not here to give it to me. Oh, well. I've got plenty of other work to do.

{{Anne}} I was just thinking about you this morning and hoping your body was healing. I wish you some security~ma.

{{juliana}} Gah. I am so sorry you are going through this. In a just world, your happiness would match your beauty and kindness and I hate that this is not happening. I am going to really-o truly-o believe that this situation will eventually work out, through therapy and patience and love and work. much ~ma to you. Please keep coming here, and do not despair.

I had such high hopes for that one position...

It's still a possibility, but it's not a certainty, and it wouldn't be until January. Having that little bit of "maybe" dangling out there is making it very hard to keep up with the job hunt. I'm also tired of getting my hopes up for anything and having it not pan out. I NEED to snap out of this defeatist attitude, or I'll fall into the old self-defeating prophecy trap.

What's ironic about the leg thing is that the knee is just dandy now, but the hip joint is now all sore from compensating. Feh.

What's ironic about the leg thing is that the knee is just dandy now, but the hip joint is now all sore from compensating.

Oof. I remember how that goes (my entire body was creaky and sore for months- still is occasionally) after the faciitis bouts.

Maybe a bath might help the stiffness?

I'm sorry Anne. Physical pain during a mentally stressful time is the pits.

cereal:

Today I am SO AGGRAVATED. I don't know why, but I hate people so much. I think it started with getting an email from my engineering uncle who is obsessed - OBSESSED- with getting my 90 year old grandmother all connected to the online universe. He stresses her out about it, and now, since we're trying to help her a LOT less dogmatically, he's stressing Tom and I out with many "suggestions." reading that email made my ITCH with anxiety. Also, we have a few conferences coming up, which are all small and manageable, but one client is just bugging out about every little thing at the last minute and makes me roll my eyes FOREVER. Also my standard living in the world and hating pretty much everyone in it thing.

I hate being so misanthropic, but really, people as a whole. They suck!

(exempting the many Buffistas who are the exceptions that prove that rule)

siiiigh. I'm in a weird mood today.

Sorry. Didn't mean to be insensitive.

Doll, you're not. All good. I like making you bounce. ;)

Morning, all. Again, thanks for the ~ma.

I'm sorry about the job sitch, Anne.

I hate being so misanthropic, but really, people as a whole. They suck!

They do, indeed.

morning, juliana. How are you doing today?

I'm here. I'm maintaining, for the moment. Thanks, sweetie.

My maintainingness has been helped immeasurably by this song being called to my attention. It is Teh Funny.

I hate being so misanthropic, but really, people as a whole. They suck!

I used this exact argument for why I could look at the casts of the bodies from Pompei and not freak out.

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