Ugh. I paid the stupidity tax and got a cab home instead of taking the T. The appointment lasted an hour. I was just supposed to be in and out to get my HepB shot. Instead, it turned into an hour long appointment where I got harped on about my allergies and asthma. So not what I needed. The NP was all, "you should really be seeing your PCP about this." I was all, "But she's only in on Wednesdays, and that's my long class day; there's just no way I can make it in on a Wednesday afternoon." She's all, "Well, we'll see."

And? Turns out my doc is only in every other Wednesday afternoon...just like I said. It's absolutely impossible for me to see her then. So, NP gave in and gave me some samples to hold me over till she can talk to PCP and have PCP call and talk to me. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

((((Anne)))) My prayers to you and your family.

And, sj, remember how you were freaking out a few weeks back about meeting TG's friends and not being pretty or smart or interesting enough for them, and how after all that worrying they thought you were fabulous? Same drill here, only now that you've been through it before, you have my permission to skip the worrying step.

Also, ((((vw)))). Take the cab if that's what it takes. Hell, I'll Paypal you cab fare if you need it. Also, you have my cell number, so please keep me on the list of people to call if just plain talking and connecting will help any. I'm so sorry this is such a hard week for you.

eta: Glad you took the cab, but ugh, that NP needs a thwapping.

{{{vw}}}

And, sj, remember how you were freaking out a few weeks back about meeting TG's friends and not being pretty or smart or interesting enough for them, and how after all that worrying they thought you were fabulous? Same drill here, only now that you've been through it before, you have my permission to skip the worrying step.

This is the only reason I said "trying not to panic", and not "I am in complete panic mode". The only problem is I am a complete mess this week, and I don't really want that to show.

-t! Sorry I missed you.

So pretty Annabel and Owen pics. Cash, you look like a very happy and elegant pregnant lady, which...yeah! Also? Nice hair!

Oooh, milkpire! Somehow not striking terror so much as striking a sudden desire to hug. Very much liking the 'ffista-speak wares.

(((Anne))) So very sorry.

Emily, that's a very sad obit. I haven't had a chance to extend my condolences for your loss.

vw, I hope the day goes better for you.

sj, you'll be fine, I know it. It's very difficult to *not* like someone so smart and pretty and nice. Besides, TCG likes you, so you've already got the points that count, right? It'll be fine.

I am meeting Teacup Guy's father and his girlfriend tonight. I am trying to decide what to wear and not to panic.

No need to panic--they'll find you charming and funny.

{{{VW}}} I hope you can work out an appointment.

As they got out of the car, I said the typical "Love ya, be good", to which C answered "Don't get drunk at work".

BWAH!

Milky Face Mal killed me. I love it when they do that. Plus, he's wearing his Dingo Bait t-shirt!

The only problem is I am a complete mess this week, and I don't really want that to show.

Dude, I totally get this. But I think you can do the social performance thing for the short time you'll be with them. Whenever I've been presenting badly, I usually get a kick out of acting during social engagements - maybe that will work for you?

(slaps vw's NP upside the head) Honestly. Every other Wedsnesday? Please.

Go simple sj - somethin gyou have worn before and makes you comfortable.

Well, although the NP didn't need to keep you there forever - I'll say thank you for the samples - because if allergies and asthma are badthey can make it hard for you to sleep, make you more tired , and add to feeling of panic.. The best part about all this - you were proven that you knew exactly what you were talking about (BTW, I think it is great that you are talking about what you might have to do before it happens- sounds like you are getting a better handle on how you are doing )

props up vw

{{ Anne}}

cute baby Mal....

and Hi -t , someday I will meet you , scince you are here.

Dude, I totally get this. But I think you can do the social performance thing for the short time you'll be with them. Whenever I've been presenting badly, I usually get a kick out of acting during social engagements - maybe that will work for you?

This is the plan. If I can make myself look good, I can usually pretend for a short period of time that everything is ok.

Go simple sj - somethin gyou have worn before and makes you comfortable.

Dave suggested dressing casually. So I have to find something casual that is still neat and makes me feel good.

Ok, you smart folks.

In the medical world, I know what M.D., R.N., and N.P. stand for. What is a D.O.?