So there is something I can do, besides scream like a woman?

Wesley ,'Chosen'


Spike's Bitches 26: Damn right I'm impure!  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


vw bug - Sep 12, 2005 10:15:35 am PDT #2534 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

So vw, are you home?

I am now. I ran and got the movie and our dry cleaning. Do you need something?


dw - Sep 12, 2005 10:44:43 am PDT #2535 of 10001
Silence means security silence means approval

Was it here that I first used the word "stresscore?"

Because, indeed, today has been stresscore. And it all started with the most disturbing dream I've ever had in my life.


Nora Deirdre - Sep 12, 2005 10:45:33 am PDT #2536 of 10001
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)

OMG make the stupid STOP.

I fucked something up with my databse import script and FOR THE LOVE OF JESUS I CAN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO FIX IT and I am irrationally upset at myself right now. I wish I could, like, take shit in stride and not FUCKING BREAK DOWN when I fuck up seemingly irretrivably.

I mean I'm just sitting here hating my stupid sorry ass self.


Cashmere - Sep 12, 2005 10:47:43 am PDT #2537 of 10001
Now tagless for your comfort.

Breath, Nora. You're not going to be able to figure it out when you're that upset. Can you step away from your desk for a minute?


Nora Deirdre - Sep 12, 2005 10:50:29 am PDT #2538 of 10001
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)

It's pretty much the end of the day, my boss said I should leave it till tomorrow.

I am sure it will get fixed. If I have to start form scratch, then that's not too terrible an option. (though I would like to know how I got myself into this mess)

But the panic and anger and stress and fear when I get into situations like this, it's mindblowing and horrifying to me.


erikaj - Sep 12, 2005 10:52:06 am PDT #2539 of 10001
Always Anti-fascist!

btdt


Cashmere - Sep 12, 2005 10:52:09 am PDT #2540 of 10001
Now tagless for your comfort.

It'll be ok, Nora. You can figure it out or start fresh tomorrow. I understand the panic and stress. Your boss is right. Dealing with it tomorrow is a better idea.

BUT DON'T DWELL ON IT OVERNIGHT! That's an order.


vw bug - Sep 12, 2005 10:53:01 am PDT #2541 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

BUT DON'T DWELL ON IT OVERNIGHT! That's an order.

From at least two of us.


vw bug - Sep 12, 2005 10:53:08 am PDT #2542 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

Nora Deirdre - Sep 12, 2005 10:53:57 am PDT #2543 of 10001
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)

BUT DON'T DWELL ON IT OVERNIGHT! That's an order.

That's what I'm afraid of. But I think I'll be OK once I leave.

It's not undoable. I just am tearing my hair out because I don't know what I did in the first place.

I'll better be able to look at the scripts tomorrow.