I swear, one of these times, you're gonna wake up in a coma.

Cordelia ,'Showtime'


Spike's Bitches 26: Damn right I'm impure!  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Deena - Sep 11, 2005 10:33:04 am PDT #2355 of 10001
How are you me? You need to stop that. Only I can be me. ~Kara

Oh Steph. That sucks so much. The voices are so loud at times like these, and none of them are true. You're wonderful just as you are, and people like you even more when they get to know you, not less. I know that voice. It's hateful. Ease-ma to you.


SailAweigh - Sep 11, 2005 10:33:05 am PDT #2356 of 10001
Nana korobi, ya oki. (Fall down seven times, stand up eight.) ~Yuzuru Hanyu/Japanese proverb

{{Teppy}}


vw bug - Sep 11, 2005 10:33:57 am PDT #2357 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

Oh, Steph. I'm so sorry. Many hugs to you.


Susan W. - Sep 11, 2005 10:36:50 am PDT #2358 of 10001
Good Trouble and Righteous Fights

{{{Teppy}}}


erikaj - Sep 11, 2005 10:40:35 am PDT #2359 of 10001
Always Anti-fascist!

Tep, BTDT.ETA: Except for the weight thing, but I've got my own baggage, you guys know...


sj - Sep 11, 2005 10:44:26 am PDT #2360 of 10001
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

{{{Teppy}}} BTDT. Don't stop being the wonderful heart on your sleeve, woman that you are, because someone is going to love that about you someday. Someone even better than crush boy because he'll be right for you.


Steph L. - Sep 11, 2005 10:47:46 am PDT #2361 of 10001
I look more rad than Lutheranism

(Out of the shower now; still trying to stop crying before friend gets here.)

someone is going to love that about you someday. Someone even better than crush boy because he'll be right for you.

I sincerely don't believe that. I never have, to tell the truth, which is really sad, but I've never ever believed that anyone would ever love me. And so far, I haven't been proven wrong.

I'm hoping my friend will understand my weeping melodrama and my need for comfort food. I'm going to engage in a stereotype here, so be warned: he's gay, so I'm assuming he'll be sympathetic and willing to watch me eat my way through a gallon of ice cream.


Laura - Sep 11, 2005 10:48:55 am PDT #2362 of 10001
Our wings are not tired.

Oh Steph, I hope lunch with your friend helps to drown out the voice, because the voice is wrong.


Steph L. - Sep 11, 2005 10:49:43 am PDT #2363 of 10001
I look more rad than Lutheranism

Oh Steph, I hope lunch with your friend helps to drown out the voice, because the voice is wrong.

And, see, I think 34 years of precedent is pretty strong proof.


sj - Sep 11, 2005 10:50:29 am PDT #2364 of 10001
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

I never have, to tell the truth, which is really sad, but I've never ever believed that anyone would ever love me.

Neither did I. I was absolutely, positively convinced of this fact beyond any doubt. And, I honestly believe that someone will love you the way you deserve to be loved someday. You are a good person who exudes warmth and love. Not to mention gorgeous, which you are. Take care. I hope you get your ice cream.