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Huh. I have NO idea why, but there were just fireworks outside my window.

(If there were more Cincinnatians on this board, I'd make a joke about Bob Huggins getting fired....)

Kenya! Exciting!

I want to start hanging out at the track and talking about esquivarience.

I have NO idea why, but there were just fireworks outside my window.

Celebrating humpday?

Oh man, first day back at work and I'm already feeling tired. Bad sign?

Inoculations for Kenya.

What's the list now? I'm guessing typhoid and typhus, but what else? What's recommended as an anti-malarial?

Shots: yellow fever, hep a, polio booster

Prescriptions: Cipro (traveller's diarrhea), malarone (anti-malarial) and a typhoid oral vaccination

I haven't filled any of the prescriptions yet. The first two are guaranteed -- not sure if I'll go with the typhoid or not -- she wasn't pressing it.

You know that kind of half-ashamed schadenfreude that you get when you see people you're no longer friends with, and they no longer look as good as they used to? Like, "Ha, well she's looking older and fatter and has dorky glasses! Of course, I'm older and fatter too, and always have had dorky glasses, and I started out less good-looking than her, so I'm probably still less attractive, but still-- ha! Dude, that's so not a cool thing to think. How petty are you?"

Yeah, I'm getting that.

Ah, the next episode of Network Battle of the Reality Stars has Simon Says.

Yay!! I love watching famous people make total idiots of themselves on national tv.

I guess we're at an impasse. And that I shouldn't have used the word navel, since it's sending you in a direction of assuming self indulgence on the part of my deity.

Possibly not, but I find it telling that you did so. What else is there for such a deity to regard?

The difference between loving and giving love is -- well, giving. That's been my whole point. The whole being suffused with warmth and affection for anything that might or might not ever exist? I'm good with.

Right. So, what meaning are we supposed to attach to such a being being all-loving? What difference is there between it and an all-selfish being? Indeed, if all there is is self, "the whole being suffused with warmth and affection" is a pretty picture, but your 'for' (and it's telling that the language here is predicated on a non-solipsistic existence) has nothing to relate to but itself.

See, all I've got from your picture is that such a being might turn out to be all-loving, were it ever in a situation where such a term gains meaning, but for the moment I can't say it's loving, selfish, or fnargle. There's nothing to explain what distinguishes these terms compared to anything else.

I don't know, and I guess I won't because you won't explain.

Um. Already did. You said you disagree, but without a reason that's coherent, I don't know what to say to it. Say we were discussing geometry, and I made a point, but you said that square circles were a counterexample. Do I have anything to say before I know what you mean by that?

In summation: I do not feel you need an object to be loving, and I don't believe that there's anything inherently loving in creating an object.

Why do you think it needs to be inherent? I would have thought that you have to argue that it can't be loving to make your point here. If it is conceivable for creation to loving, then an ALAPG would create in that fashion instead of any non-loving alternative.

But you don't seem to understand I can separate loving from giving, and I have no idea how you expect me to convince you, if you refuse to believe me.

It's not a question of belief, it's a question of coherence. I believe you believe it. But I also think the concepts you're using to conceive of it are themselves given meaning by a non-solipsistic existence, and thus there's a contradiction in using them to argue for a love in a solipsistic state of affairs.