Look, you got a little stabbed the other day. That's bound to make anyone a mite ornery.

Mal ,'Ariel'


Spike's Bitches 23: We've mastered the power of positive giving up.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


-t - May 13, 2005 11:41:29 am PDT #9100 of 10001
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

Dear lord. That's a shite state of affairs. Damn.

Okay, enough with the Friday the Thirteenthing.


Aims - May 13, 2005 11:42:19 am PDT #9101 of 10001
Shit's all sorts of different now.

Yeah, no fuck.


brenda m - May 13, 2005 11:42:27 am PDT #9102 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

I only have one thing to say to Ford.

That goes for you too, -t's landlord.


Aims - May 13, 2005 11:48:29 am PDT #9103 of 10001
Shit's all sorts of different now.

Ok, Ford recalled the account. Not the law firms anymore. THis must have happened within the past 2 weeks cause 2 weeks ago, everything was fine. Still on the phone. Gonna lose. my. mind.

I know I fucked up lo these 2 years ago. I accept it and understand it. But I have been making good. It's so disheartening and frustrating when I've been doing the right thing and now, well, it's bringing back the Aimee Is A Big Loser feelings all over again, even though I know it's not true.


-t - May 13, 2005 11:51:57 am PDT #9104 of 10001
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

You've been doing the right thing, Aimee. I'm sure it's just a horrible bureacratic mix up with papers getting to someone's desk in the wrong order or something. It will be fixed. You will make the right payments to the right people, just like you have been. Nothing is fucked here.


Lilty Cash - May 13, 2005 11:52:47 am PDT #9105 of 10001
"You see? THAT's what they want. Love, and a bit with a dog."

Oh, shit, Aimee. Much calm~ma to you.

eta: And what -t said.


vw bug - May 13, 2005 11:53:00 am PDT #9106 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

Oh, babe. I hope you can get this figured out without much more pain and hassle. How awful for you. You're doing everything you can. Try to remember that.


vw bug - May 13, 2005 11:55:38 am PDT #9107 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

I don't wanna jinx myself or anything, but I think the paper is done. Shhhh...don't tell anyone. They might realize I can do things right.


-t - May 13, 2005 12:00:11 pm PDT #9108 of 10001
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

Yay vw!

But I think that secret may be out.

Okay, time to go see the place we'll probably move to.


Aims - May 13, 2005 12:02:27 pm PDT #9109 of 10001
Shit's all sorts of different now.

Turns out, they do have record of all my payments. Ford just wants to be a dick. THey pulled my file for whatever reasona nd if I don't pay them $3000 then they are filing against me.

I have to go. Somewhere. I don't know where. But somewhere not here so that everyone and sundry can't see me sitting at my desk in tears.

I hate my life.