Oh, yeah. Good one, Nicole!
Xander ,'Chosen'
The Great Write Way, Chapter Two: Twice upon a time...
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Are you posting that up in the LJ community? I need to point Roz Kaveney at it.
Thanks, Sail!
It's posted over there, Deb.
Very nice, Nicole. Juliana and Ailleann too.
I just sent Roz the link to that. I suspect it may be right up her alley.
Back to work. Have written about 950 words on this bit. I keep telling myself: star bubbles. angel's breath. star bubbles....
Being reeeeeeeeally frickin' careful.
Very cool, Allyson.
Whoooooeeeee! I'm in serious company, there.
Throw a virtual smooch Tim-wards for me, will you? I don't know the man at all, but I know a wonderful quote when I see it.
Fury's and Brendan's are excellent, but Tim's just nails it.
edit: actually, make that a virtual salute, tip of the hat thing. I am woefully unsmoochy by nature.
Recognizing myself
The sad fact was, when I was in high school, girls' brains weren't supposed to be able to handle math and science. When I coasted through the classes, I assumed it was because the subject wasn't that involved. I thought the praise from my geometry teacher was politeness. I didn't even make the connection when I was the only girl in the special invitation-only applied mathematics course my senior year. All I saw were the Bs and Cs--shameful things--in algebra; the As in geometry and applied trig only proved those subjects were somehow not so hard.
In college, people had been known to change majors to avoid the required statistics course. People prayed merely to pass; As were nearly mythical.
I kept waiting for it to get hard. I squeaked through with an A. In the midst of planning my gloat to my boyfriend about how I got an A too, I heard the professor say, "You're good at this."
The mental walls splintered. I was smart. More, I was smarter than a lot of the people around me. It wasn't that applied mathematics was easier than other things, the truth was I would have been smart enough to do the science courses I'd thought of taking over the years.
But graduation was less than a month away. Time to enter the world and make a living, not to turn around and try to recreate myself. Still, I had a clearer mirror to hold up for myself now. It was liberating, to whisper to myself, "I'm smart."
Way cool blurbs, Allyson!