Small moments I liked:

- You know, for all that I've detested Spike for years and years, I really did adore that poetry slam thing. It was perfect.

- Hamilton's blood making Angel stronger, which I didn't see coming and which made total sense, in this perfect convergence of metaphor and literal interpretation of the vampire figure

- Connor! Connor coming back to fight

- Harmony betraying them all

- Wesley not being saved by a lie in the end

I'm just barging in to whine. The power supply to my computer was taken out at 4:30 this afternoon by a roving band of--no, by a random stroke of lightning. I missed the watch-n-post. I missed it. I saw the ep, but I watched alone, with not even the Buffistas to mark the event with.

I have to finish packing, and then it'll be back to post #601 (marked) to catch up. I missed you all. We'll not see Angel's like again, I'm certain.

Go out in a burst of glory; don't fade away.

That's what I thought the title referred to -- "It's better to burn out that to fade away."

Oh, thank you, Jessica. That's neat.

Also, in my phantom S6, Wesley's contract had a perpetuity clause. Or possibly he comes back as the new liason to the partners. Or Gunn does. I'm still thinking about it.

This coexists perfectly with the ending where they all die fighting the good fight, and also Buffy and Faith come back in a righteous rage and slay more Evil ass, because I contain contradictions and multitudes like that.

I’m a-gonna tell you how it’s gonna be
you’re gonna give your love to me
I wanna love you night and day
you know my love a-not fade away
a-well, you know my love a-not fade away

I’m a-gonna tell you how it’s gonna be
you’re gonna give your love to me
a love to last a-more than one day
a love that’s love - not fade away
a well, a-love that’s love - not fade away
— Buddy Holly

ETA: Crud, spent so much time on phone with friend, someone beat me to it. Bu look! pretty formatting!

Small moments I liked:

Yes yes yes to all of those.

Illyria, at the end, "I am feeling grief for him. I cannot seem to control it. I wish to do more violence."

Connor calling Angel a girl.

Illyria punching Vail in the head.

Angel giving Harmony a letter of recommendation.

The Hero of Canton calling Angel "A hero of the people."

Angel wanting to slay the dragon.

"Ride! Ride for wrath, for ruin, and a red dawn!"

Ahem.

Oh, so much to love about this episode. William the Bloody Awful Poet! And Gunn talking with Anne, and the Angel/Lindsey subtext, and holyfuckingfuck Lorne shooting Lindsey!, and Angel wanting to be the dragonslayer, and Illyria lying to Wes as he died, and then not knowing how to control her grief, and Angel feeding off Hamilton, and of course, that last shot. Beautiful. I feel pretty certain that none of them survived, but of course, of course they would go out fighting.

I hated Eve staying behind in the crumbling building because she doesn't know how to go on now that Lindsey's dead. Then again, it's perfectly in character.

I had half convinced myself that Wesley wouldn't be the one to die. That definitely made me cry.

As soon as the last scene with Lorne and Lindsey began, I knew Lorne was going to kill him. Don't know why; maybe the room looked familiar from the previews. One of the friends I was watching with had the thought that Lorne has probably known for a long time that he would have to kill Lindsey, which would explain why he was so standoffish tonight and for the past few episodes. Probably as far back as when Eve sang for him, since her world is all wrapped up in Lindsey, and possibly even as far back as when Lindsey sang for him. So when he told Angel not to come looking for him afterwards, it was because he knew that that was the last thing he had to do, and once he'd done it, he couldn't go back. That was the first and only person--human, at least--that Lorne ever killed, right?

Was killing Lindsey Lorne's task or was that part freelancing? Did "I've heard you sing" mean "You may think you've changed, and Angel may believe you've changed, but I've seen your future - and I can't let that happen"? Maybe he didn't want to go back not because of what Angel asked him to do but because of what he'd become in his time with the MoG. Not sure I buy my own argument, but I do think it was ambiguous.

Huh. That also makes sense, though I like the first theory better. I'm pretty sure that Angel had told Lorne to shoot Lindsey. It makes a lot of sense. He never trusted Lindsey, at least not since he returned this season.

What no one mentioned was the moment Angel said, "Can you figure out the one word in there you shouldn't have said?"

And my brain quickly went through the sentence, and then I shouted, "OH MY FUCKING GOD!"

Heh. Me too.

And how fucking creepy is it that Fred and Wesley got to die in each other's arms?

Ooh, good point. Theirloveissofuckedupyetpure!

I want closure. This wasn't closure.

Really? This was a lot more closure than I expected.

I don't know how I can sleep, but I've got to try.

Thanks for sticking it out with me. Good night, my friends.

Night LC!

21 minutes to west coast?

Oh! And Angel signing away his shanshu!

Oh, I am not sure I have ever loved him more than that moment.